The Other Side of the Speed Bump

THE UPDATE

Short version: heart is stable and working fine. Seeking sources of infection(s) while being treated with broad spectrum antibiotics and anti-fungals. Turned a corner a couple of nights ago, out of CCU, and feeling much better.

More

After the last post describing what was going on last Weds, they made sure my heart was stable and that part was working OK – and it seems fine. Now we could just focus on the thing that actually brought me into the hospital: some type of lung and/or systemic infections.

We all breathe in boatloads of air that have spores and molds and fungii in them. People that are in my condition have compromised immune systems, and their bodies provide an opportunity for a huge number of possible invaders. They just don’t like you near as much as me since you have your Army waiting for them.

The team now consists of a cardiologist, a pathologist, a pulmonoligist, my incredible local oncologist (I could do a blog post just on her, but I’m not sure she’d like that). The team seems solid and they’re all working it as quick as it will happen.

The day we got into the hospital they had taken more blood samples from me than any of the nurses could remember seeing. That’s the thing, most of the “exotic infections” have to be cultured in the lab from the blood, they are directly detectable in the blood (why not? if the culture will grow there are at least spores in there. Is this a needle-in-haystack problem?). These cultures can take up to 4 weeks.

In the meantime, I’m treated with broad-spectrum drugs that are machine-gunning without a known target. But they seem to be making progress and I’m feeling MUCH better and incrementally better each day. But to leave the hospital, we’ve got to reduce the number of IV bags.

So we wait, until the target is identified and look into getting that sniper.

And once we know where I land the Keytruda is waiting, but the doctors need to figure out what condition I should be in or if anything that just happened has any impact on the risks of my “trial of one”.

THE MUSING

The timing wasn’t very good. Two of my very close friends were coming in from Portland and Mississippi. We wondered if they should cancel their trip, how much I’d even see them, if my infections would progress quickly or get slowed/halted. But they came. And it was a great thing they did. I was in CCU when they arrived, but then got moved out into the Hannel Party Suite upstairs.

I had my whole family, and closest friends all around me and I’m pretty sure that helped. Yeah, there were stories told about our adventures over the years, but everything just felt so right. I loved seeing some of my oldest friends hanging with kids and just being here.

I don’t think any of the doctors or nurses had ever seen 13 people in beach chairs and standing-room-only. Really funny to see their faces when they peeked around the curtain into our bright and sunny party suite.

So, what is my musing? Well, while my body was not very happy quite yet, my spirit was overflowing (yes, tears, it is true).

I think most of the pictures we have are other phones, so I will definitely follow up with some pictures. It was a sight to be seen.

8 comments

  1. Wilma and Alan's avatar
    Wilma and Alan · · Reply

    Dear Tracey and Cliff, continuing to send good thoughts, our love and prayers your way. Thank you for the update.

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  2. Barbara Linn's avatar
    Barbara Linn · · Reply

    So glad Cliff that John and Chris went on the trip. It fed their souls too.
    Great post as always. I felt almost like I was there. Sending air hugs and prayers to you, Tracey and the kids.
    Get em Tiger!
    Barb

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  3. Bob Levin's avatar

    Dear Cliff and Tracey,

    You are so loved, and you are working so hard, that heavenly energy must be aroused, and all deleterious forces must be faltering. Keytruda, come on down and do your stuff for these precious souls. We pray for your recovery.

    Love, Pari and Bob

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  4. Flora Mason's avatar
    Flora Mason · · Reply

    Dear Cliff,

    I couldn’t help but smile at your depiction of “partying” with friends! You’ve always been good at that, and I’m not surprised that you know how to find joy, even in these challenging (to say the least!) times.

    I send my love and a big hug, Flora

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  5. Nikki's avatar

    Party on, Cliff Hannel!!! If anyone can keep the good times rolling it is you!
    We love you & send good thought every day, to you, to Tracey & to your entire world.
    Hugs, ( from afar).
    Nikki & Chris.

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  6. Steve Sereboff's avatar
    Steve Sereboff · · Reply

    From today’s Wall Street Journal: In ad­di­tion to the im­prove­ment in over­all sur­vival, nivolumab was as­so­ci­ated with a higher pro­por­tion of pa­tients whose tu­mors shrank sig­nif­i­cantly—40% ver­sus 14% for pa­tients on dacar­bazine.

    These PD-1 blockers are amazing!

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  7. Trisha & Greg's avatar
    Trisha & Greg · · Reply

    That was obviously some of the very best medicine right there! Exactly what was needed! The Medicine of Friends, Family & Love is sometimes better than anything else to be had! xoxoxo~ Trisha & Greg

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  8. Wendy Yanow's avatar
    Wendy Yanow · · Reply

    Mark and I are really looking forward to our visit! And, we’ll do our best to leave the Chicago weather in Chicago!

    Sending love

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